Love and Hate.

Before I start, I will admit that people who regard themselves as part of the A.L.F. HAVE fucked some things up. Not EVERYBODY who considers themselves to be part of this have or will ever blow up anything.

The A.L.F. wants to liberate all animals away from any danger. That's creating love.

The Westboro Baptist Church wants to make everybody hate homosexuals. That's creating HATE.

Yet, the A.L.F. who take responsibility for their actions are considered terrorists and the WBC has to attempt to lie their way out of things. "Margie Phelps was found guilty of filing a false report..."

The Westboro Baptist Church believes that any body who is homosexual or supports homosexuality is going to Hell and they are trying to convince humanity of this by protesting stores, other churches, and FUNERALS.

Who else thinks it's disrespectful to protest a funeral?

We'll use PETA as an example because they're the animal rights organization that everybody loves to hate. They don't regard themselves as part of the A.L.F. but they have taken some drastic measures. Throwing flour is not violence worth mentioning. It's not meant to be hateful but to open people's eyes of what these people are really doing. Wearing fur is supporting direct violence. So PETA members are not hatefully violent to those who are supporting violence in the worst way. Plus, how much can flour hurt? It's a powdery substance and Lindsey Lohan [who has been "attacked"] would know all about those. Must I break out the fur farm videos? I'd like to see you keep a straight face with no emotion while watching animals be viciously murdered. It's an evil but effective tactic for saving animals.

Now I'm pretty biased in this argument because I am a vegan and I support/am in both. That may seem confusing but it really isn't hard to figure out.

Why should somebody who thinks themselves part of the Animal Liberation Front who has never injured any human or blown anything up be called a terrorist? You can NOT judge everybody by what a few people do. That's like saying that all Germans [I am thank you very much] still hate the Jewish or that all Irish people are drunks. Making assumptions like that hurts.

Think of one thing that you are. Whether it be sexuality, heritage or just where you're from, age, race... Do you like people making assumptions about you just because that's who you are? It's the SAME thing even if being part of the A.L.F. is a choice.

It's the same as saying
All college kids want to do is party.
Every person who eats fast food everyday is obese.
That all 12 year olds write shitty slash. [Some of them kind of do]

Those are ALL choices. You can choose to go to college, eat fast food everyday, AND write slash. Do you want somebody saying these things about you if you're in college and are only their for the education, eat fast food everyday but work out and are skinny, and if you're 12 and write GOOD slash? Exactly.

But for future reference to the 12 year old slashers: It won't kill you to write the word PENIS. Just kidding. :]

AND. I have to say something else about animal rights. There are more organizations that aren't PETA. I forget the estimated number at the moment but it's A LOT. Action For Animals is a good one. :]

 

 

 

This has been another "all over everywhere nonsense ramble that I'm going to -headdesk- for later because I'm really tired and couldn't go to sleep unless I put it somewhere therefore it's really shitty and doesn't make sense" thingy.

Let's Play!

Hit shuffle and type the first line of the first 35 songs. Simple enough?

[This was the first one of these I posted on my Facebook so if you've been redirected here just skip down to the answers.]

 

  1. Where have all the bastards gone?
  2. I’m sick of putting you down
  3. Well you can hide a lot about yourself but honey, what are you gonna do?
  4. She fell like a meteor
  5. The darkness bleeds violent sights
  6. I’m the son of rage and love
  7. You’re so gorgeous I’ll do anything
  8. Well I’m a human fly
  9. Attention! Attention!
  10. We’ve been born
  11. The sun is sleeping quietly
  12. You say black, I say white
  13. Somebody keep my balance
  14. Reconcile to the belief
  15. You're keeping in step, in the line.
  16. Prop open the door
  17. 5 4 3 2 1 Let’s start a fire
  18. Yeah, it’s officially the biggest midget in the game
  19. It’s just one of those days
  20. I always flirt with death
  21. What you've accomplished towards me was sickening
  22. She said she’s no good
  23. Just light the match and run
  24. Is it so hard to believe our hearts
  25. Hear your heart beat
  26. Well let's go back to the middle of the day that starts it all
  27. Broken window, graffiti on the walls
  28. She's into superstitions black cats and voodoo dolls.
  29. [This is where I can’t understand the first line and it’s not online. You just have to know it!] “We are _____ to you for helping us out and teaching us what loves about.” This is where I say “Jepharee Michael Howard! Even I, as your future wife, can not understand what the hell you’re saying. You made the best decision ever for going back to bass.” This is where I tell you as my readers that it’s “Much Love” by Dumb Luck.
  30. In the wasteland on the way to the Red Queen
  31. A daydream spills from my corked head
  32. I seen you in the mirror when your story began
  33. Oh, all I want to know
  34. [Let’s go] They call it a scene, I call it disaster
  35. Time is never time at all

Ignore 29. O_O.

 

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Answers:

 

  1. Letterbomb- Green Day
  2. Making You Cry- Screeching Weasel
  3. Kill All Your Friends- My Chemical Romance
  4. Raining All The Time- Kill Hannah
  5. The Haunting- The Misfits
  6. Jesus Of Suburbia- Green Day
  7. Why Can’t I Be You? – The Cure
  8. Human Fly- The Cramps
  9. Attention- The Academy Is...
  10. Easy Way Out- The Adicts
  11. Sleeping Sun- Nightwish
  12. Madhatter- The Adicts
  13. Jaded- Green Day
  14. Journey To The End Of The East Bay- Rancid
  15. The Hand That Feeds- Nine Inch Nails
  16. The Impact Of Reason – Underoath
  17. Counting 54321- Thursday
  18. Love Me Or Hate Me- Lady Sovereign
  19. Break Stuff- Limp Bizkit
  20. Another Girl Another Planet- Blink 182 
  21. If These Bullets Could Talk- The Number 12 Looks Like You
  22. Dance, Dance- Fall Out Boy
  23. Speeding Up Octaves- Hawthorne Heights
  24. One Last Time- HIM
  25. Sleep- Poets Of The Fall
  26. Headfirst For Halos- My Chemical Romance
  27. Violent System- Funeral Dress
  28. Living La Vida Loca- Ricky Martin
  29. Much Love- Dumb Luck
  30. Eat Me, Drink Me- Marilyn Manson
  31. Behind The Sea- Panic At The Disco
  32. No Feelings- Sex Pistols
  33. Astro Zombies- The Misfits [My Chemical Romance and Pennywise work too.]
  34. Bad Town- Operation Ivy
  35. Tonight, Tonight- Smashing Pumpkins [Panic At The Disco did a cover.] 

The Best Of Times, The Worst Of Times, and The Plain DirtyNastyDirty.

Everyone else is doing the best of '08 things so what the hell.

My top albums of two thousand and fucking eight!

 

10. Anti-Flag- The Bright Lights Of America

I'll admit that this wasn't as good as their past albums but come on! It's Anti-Flag. They deserve to make the music that they want to make. it doesn't matter if we as fans like it or not. It's what they like that matters because they're the ones that are working hard.

9. Goldfinger- Hello Destiny

I just shouldn't comment about "Handjobs For Jesus." So anyway, they may be older but they're still fucking amazing. OKAY! I can't resist myself. That song is fucking awesome. I don't give a fuck if offends you. Let me know so I can offend you more in the near future. It's the ultimate fuck off to people who try to "convert" me into their religion. Before anybody says something, no it isn't the same thing as me trying to convert people into veganism. They don't have real facts and I do. I can prove to you that animals are treated like shit all for you to eat, wear, etc. Give me proof that God exists and I'll apologize to you. I will never apologize for anything I've done concerning animal rights.

8. Fall Out Boy- Folie A Deux

I may not be the biggest Fall Out Boy fan ever but this album is pretty good. I love "What A Catch, Donnie." Um... What else to say? Yeah, despite my semi-hate for Pete Wentz' face I like them! WOW! Haha, I think Andy should be the front man. Yay?

7. Star Fucking Hipsters- Until We're Dead

Most people aren't going to know who this band is. It's Stza from Leftover Crack's latest band. If you don't know who that band is then you obviously haven't listened to enough punk music. They're on Fat Wreck? That's all the help I can give you. So yeah! Anything remotely Crack Rock related is sure to kick some ass.

6. Mindless Self Indulgence- If

I've been into MSI since '05 and waiting for a new full- length album was hard. SO FINALLY!!!!!!!! I even preordered it, haha. I mean, I'd have to with all those new fans they got in '07. Just to let some of you know My Chemical Romance used to open for MSI. It may be the other way around now but they did exist before Projekt Revolution.

5. Foxboro Hot Tubs- Stop, Drop, and Roll

Another Green Day side project. It's just so hard to rank these things because some of them are equally amazing! It was nice to hear something different for a change but I think I'm gonna stick with regular Green Day as my main squeeze.

4. The Used- Shallow Believer

Their digital EP with most of their B-sides! I love "Slit Your own Throat," "Choke Me," and "Sick Hearts." Schweet, right? I suggest you download it and get all their other albums. Ohhhh, and I REALLY suggest going to their site and watching THAT version of "Pretty Handsome Awkward." Don't judge me just because I have a dirty mind and love watching that!

3. Panic At The Disco- Pretty. Odd.

If you're like me [and were creeped out by "Folkin' Around"] this album took a bit to get used to. It grew on me after a while. I think it was "Northern Downpour" that won me over. :D

2. Hawthorne Heights- Fragile Future

I was really anticipating this album. Like many Hawthorne Heights fans, I was upset when I found out Casey died. I really respect their decision to not replace him and stay a four-dude band. It took a lot of balls to make that album.

1. Rise Against- Appeal To Reason

WOOOOOOO! Fucking amazing album. It's just so in your face and real!

 

Albums that were awesome but didn't make my list:

- Poets Of The Fall- Revolution Roulette

- The Living End- White Noise

- I Am Ghost- Those We Leave Behind

- 3OH!3- Want

 

Albums that made the WORST list:

- Kid Rock- Rock And Roll Jesus

- Buckcherry- Black Butterfly

- Nickelback- Dark Horse

- Miley Cyrus- Breakout

- Katy Perry- One Of The Boys

 

-Snort- There's this commercial for something called "Bump-It!" The site is www.BigHappieHair.com... What the fuck? They can't even spell happy! Why would I want to make my hair huge anyway? I'm HAPPY with my dreadlocks. I've never understood style and I don't think I ever will...

 

2008 was a pretty uneventful year. Wooo.

 

Happy fucking New Year people! Don't do anything too stupid when you're drunk. :]

Dope Danny.

This is just a fun post. If there is such a thing anyway.

Today's Xmas Eve. So yeah, Happy Christmas to everyone. To those who don't celebrate Christmas happy holidays to you.

Going to my grandma Smith's house tonight for douchebag's side of the family. Its not all bad because I get to hang with Sam and we all know she's awesome. Get to see other family so I guess it's not horrible. I just hate the questions family asks but don't we all? "Do you have a boyfriend?" "What did you do to your hair?" You know... Those questions. They haven't been that bad as of lately because of Leslie's kids. Everyone wants to hold the babies.. I'm not jealous. -Snort- That family consists of my grandma, her... whatever he is. He's not my grandpa he's just her... Boyfriend? I guess. 3 Aunts, 3 uncles, mom, sis, douchestick, 4 cousins, 1 cousin by marriage, 1 cousin's boyfriend, 2 little one's which are cousin's and cousin by marriage's kids. To sum it all up: At least 4 people get drunk, I'm dying of boredom, awkward hugs and kisses, etc. Fun fun. [/sarcasm]

Tomorrow I'm staying home blah blah blah. If you haven't noticed yet, I'm sick of Christmas and it hasn't even happened yet. The music is what annoys me the most. That's why I'm listening to The Ramones. :file: Supposed to be putting music on my Mom's MP3 player...

The next day which would be the 26th I'm going to my Nana and Pappy's house for my Mom's side of the family. It's just me, my grandparents, my sister, my Mom, douchefuck, two aunts, and my uncle. I like this Christmas because I get to see my Pappy! I only get to see him on some weekends because he's always out on the road. But he likes his job so whatever. I just wish I could see him more. I see my grandma and one aunt like everyday. Wait! I forgot. It also consists of Nikita, Sammy, Mikayla, and Billie Jo! Cant forget the critters.

Leaving in a few hours to go visit my Great Aunt, second cousins, and third cousin. Then we go to my grandma's house... WOO.

So yeah. Thats my next few days. I'm also going to see Marley And Me sometime between now and New Years. That dog is SO cute. He reminds me of my cousin's dog Ryder! Big, fluffy, and puppyful! Haha.

AND AND ANDANDANDANDAND! I got a high score of 30,612,980 on Moshbox. That's... Amazing for me, haha. My Mom sucks and only has a high score of 184,000 or something. :file:

Now I'm going to go get some... FRUIT LOOPS! Wait I'm out of Soymilk. I'll just go play with Honey.

I totally rock Re-Education (Through Labor) on Guitar Hero,
Darla!

This is what Gabe Saporta would look like if...

He was my gay avatar on Subeta.

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Don't ask about the animals... I just happened to be on myspace and I get updates from Peta2 and yeah... He's a friend to animals. That automatically makes him awesome.

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I used to have a rabbit named Thumper. I think I had him for a few months and then he died. I was like.. 5 but I was a very sad 5 year old. Oh geez, let's not go into what my grandma did.

If you haven't already send Urban Outfitters a message to stop selling fur.

Fur is DEAD, TRASHY, and CRUEL. Would you like to be treated like that so somebody can wear your skin? I think not.

Please don't make me go into another "It's a proven fact that you get all your vitimans from a vegetarian and the protein thing is complete bullshit because a lot of fake meats have MORE protein than real meat, do it for the animals because it isn't right to support them being brutally murdered, it's not that fucking hard jackass, you can make a difference, what's more important the taste of the ethics, and you have a lower risk of getting certain diseases and cancers" rant.

At least I know that I'm not responsible for pain and you're going to die first because I'm a vegan and I'm HEALTHY. By the way, your body stores your B12 so even if you don't "get enough" it's still fucking there.

PROVEN FACTS. :]

I wasn't planning on saying that but whatever.

So anyway, Nicole is my recruit for that 'zine thing. That's pretty fucking kickass.

Has anyone realized that I change subjects a lot and have anger issues when it comes to veganism? I think the anger is a common thing. We're just outraged at the fact that people are still fucking blind and ignorant. Or some of us have anger issues just because, haha.

Later I'm going to get candy canes to attached those cute little "be kind to animals" things to. Then I'm going to hand some out tomorrow and attach them to Christmas presents. I need to get the fruity kind because that town drawing event thing is tomorrow and they usually have the peppermint candy canes. I'll try there and then I'll hand them out at the Firehouse who unfourtunely are doing a meat raffle. I'll need to take some supplies with me.

The life of a vegan is so beautiful. Haha, I just like spreading my knowledge. I mean, it's "okay" if the religious people do it, right? They do it all the time. Telling others to come to their churches and youth groups but most don't want to listen to me. There's this thing though. The best thing about The USA. FREEDOM OF FUCKING SPEECH. So they better suck it the fuck up because I'm not going anywhere. That definitely includes their churches. I'd probably end up burning the place down.

There's this other thing. I've read the Bible and a lot of them haven't. I know when they're lying. ^_^

How many times do I have to say know your facts? I can not stress it enough.

Whatever,
Darla!

Those "cute" puppies in the "Pet Stores"

Round 2. This one isn't going to be half assed. I promise. I talked to someone and cleared my mind. Wooo.

Soooooo. I saw this puppy at this "pet store" yesterday. It was the most adorable thing ever. I was temporarily distracted by it. Then I remembered why I was really in the place. To see if I could figure out anything before talking to the manager. See, there was this lady asking about why their puppies are so expensive. He then proceeded to feed her pure bullshit about the vet bills. I know for a fact that vet bills don't cost $500+. To spay or neuter [some places do it free because of over population] it costs about.. I'd say.. Less than $100? To get them dewormed is way less. And everything else? Ugh, it doesn't add up. So not only did this manager lie but he didn't do a very good job at it. A "registered" dog costs a lot of money. It's no different than a dog that doesn't have papers, is it? No! AKC or whatever papers are also pure bullshit. Do you know who supports those things? Puppymills. Puppymills are horrible places.

Okay back to this puppy. It had one blue eye and one brown; A sign of inbred animals. My Mom's baby, Augie, and my Aunt's dog Nikita have eyes like this. Nikki is 8 years old and if I remember correctly, she came from a farm. A lot of puppy mills are on farms. I have no idea where Augie came from. I got home from school one day and we had another dog. It was very strange. Then he shit on my sister. I was so proud of him. What I do remember about him when he first arrived is that he was very people shy unlike most puppies who want to attack your pants and chew everything. I'd ask but it's after 3 and I really don't want to get threatened again.

My point of this is this: "The new law requires that commercial kennels provide, larger kennels, adequate exercise and at least twice yearly veterinary visits to their breeding stock." That doesn't mean to get rid of puppy mills or force them to stop breeding so rapidly. They're still aloud to breed the dogs to death.

We have not yet won this fight.

In The Pet Store, which is actually it's name, the dogs were laying there with no room to play. Sure the St. Bernard got the biggest window but still. She couldn't play! Conditions may have been "bettered" in Puppy Mills [-Snort- Barely] but what about the stores? They still have no room. It's just a tiny step up from the places they came from.

Another thing. Dogs are not material possessions you can just buy. The stores only reason to buy them is that they're "sooooo cutteeeee." They do not make good presents and I will fucking punch you if you say they're "in stock." Maybe not punch but I will yell in your face. While you're buying these dogs at these "stores" there are so many dogs dying because they can't find a nice loving home.

Boycott the Puppy Mills and those stores regardless of the so-called laws that were passed. Get off your ass and save some lives.

What ever happened to the loving breeders? That's where we got our first dachshund. My Mom who kind of has that problem.. You know the one where you can't just leave the animals there because they're cute and you'll smother them with love? It's not a bad thing because trust me my doggies are well taken care of. It's also how I've come to have two cats living in my house that are attached to me... I love you Squeakers and Alice! The lady who bred her dogs works at the vets office too which is really good because my Mom refuses to go to the vet in our town. Something to do with the stupid fucktarded neighbors shooting her dog and the stupid vets being heartless assholes. I like that vet place. They're really nice people except for the fact that some of the interns want to steal my babies! I'd be lost without them. I can't go very long without them and when I'm away for days at a time my dog Honey attacks me with her tongue. She also normally pisses on the floor. Haha. There's nothing like love from a dog. :]

So.. I'm working on this thing. There's a place in Silver Springs.. Camp Hill.. Whatever, I don't know what it is. I know where it's at and how to get there but I'm not sure what town it's in. I'll have to check that one out. There's the place in Chambersburg that I was at and there's a place on the same road that I'm going to have to do some screaming at because they said on their sign, and I quote, "We have new pups in stock."

I probably shouldn't announce this on the 'net. The FBI likes to check ALF supporters computers. Seriously. It's happened to tons of people. Well FUCK YOU. It's not MY fault that animals are treated so cruely! Get a heart!

Doooo dooo dooo. I have a bad mouth but you know... I can do amazzzzingggg things with it. :]

Basically, I love my doggies. All 5 of those little monsters. Yes I'm claiming them as mine! Because I don't want anybody else to have these dogs. So even though they can't read human language [that I know of] and don't know how to use the computer [that I know of... O_O!] I'm giving them a shoutout. I love you Augie, Duncan, Honey, Spotty, and Wiggles. I put them in alphabetical order so it wouldn't seem like I'm playing favorites. Honey likes me the best thoughhhh. Or else she just likes my warm blankets. She also understands that she should come to me when I fake cry and say, "Honey, what happened to Mommy's little girl? I thought you loved me!" No matter how many times I tell her not to go to strange men... She just doesn't listen! If I didn't know it was impossible for me to have a dog as a biological child I'd say she was my own kid. See? Perfect doggy for me. That's why you can't have her!

I really should stop joking to her that I'm marrying Jeph Howard and she's getting a sister named Zelda. I should also stop saying that to Squeak because I'm scaring her. Damn cat ate my Fritos! Are they safe for cats to eat? Oh fuck I hope so. O_O

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Dear Nicole,

Hopefully you remember that I said I was going to force you to read this. By now you should pretty much be used to my insanity so you might be able to make sense of this. If not then... Something.

Just remember: HAPPY LOOKS GOOD ON YOU DAMNIT!

And yeah! I have to piss again. It's the coffee.

You didn't need to know that.

Peace nukka,
Darla!

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Dude.. I forgot Iwas typing this.


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Wave numero 4.

//This shit is everywhere and I apologize.\\

[Before I start I must warn that I'm on coffee... Again. Squeak also won't lay off my Fritos! I said that Alice was the weirdest cat I've ever met so she has to compete for that title again. At least Squeak doesn't get on your lap while you're going to the bathroom.]

Look at the world today. We're supposed to be evolving but there's still a fucking war, kids dying every day, murder, rape, and police officers STILL shooting protesters and Anarchists when they're not hurting anybody with their actions. That's a reference to the Facebook message I got from this one group I'm in. I don't know the whole story but most of the time the people don't do anything but the police still attack. Take a look at all the animal rights protests. Not the Peta ones because they're not a great example.

Now, where would the world be without music? What if there was never a punk rock genre or those Rock Against Bush CDs? Fuck, even if there was no Britney Spears or Madonna!

I'm singling out punk rock for a reason. That reason being that it's a genre of people who aren't just sitting on their asses letting all this shit happen in the world. Punk isn't just noise believe it or not! Okay, don't count most shit that's classified as pop punk. Good Charlotte and Simple Plan were NEVER punk. GC sold out majorly. I don't say that too often. Writing a song about the rich and famous and how they bitch and moan and then going on to be those kinds of people and dating Hollywood sluts? Just no. I don't really give a shit it you worship Paris Hilton or Nicole Ritchie. What are they really famous for? Because their daddies have money. Then they go and bullshit a so-called career. Paris Hilton could never sing without modern technology there to fix it.

I'm getting off topic here. This thing is called what it is because we need a new fucking revolution. There have only been two waves per say but I like to count whatever the fuck Punk revival was as a wave. That would make us ready for number 4. We don't need this bullshit "emo" revolution which by the way most of it is just pure shit. Emo evolved from hardcore punk. Hardcore punk is what happened when people played around with punk. Your emo is not even close to being punk. Oh no no! Take a look at 80's emo for a second. It was all about color. I think. I'm not really into 80's emo but I CAN say it's nothing like today's emo. Haha, I just love 80's punk! Most "Punk Revival" bands suck anyway. Pffffft.

Do you know how punk came about? Rock 'N' Roll bored the shit out of 'em. Today's rock? Nickelback sucks, Daughtry sucks, Buckcherry sucks, and fuck! even Avenged Sevenfold is starting to fucking suck. Okay maybe not. But their newest CD pretty much sucks. Everyone's going soft. Rock music isn't fun anymore. Most of today's bands that are classified as punk aren't even punk. Panic At The Disco [No matter how adorable they are] aren't punk. Neither are Fall Out Boy. Seriously, stop saying they are. But who am I to say what's punk and what's not? [You have to admit they aren't punk.]

Let me tell you a story. A few years ago I didn't even know what punk was. I was brought up on Classic Rock, Country, Pop music and even some 80's because my Mom is like stuck there. My aunt is stuck there too. Mom graduated in 80 and my aunt in 83 so they were teenagers/young adults then. That explains everything. Hard to believe that I was one of those Backstreet Boys and NSYNC fangirls though. [I was, more specifically, a Lance Bass fangirl. Which might explain my obsession with gayboys.] I loved the 49ers [Football] and Jeff Gordon [Nascar]. I was one of the many firehouse kids who all the older members still remember as a cute little baby. [Darla was sooo the cutest! I don't care if all my relatives that were born around that time were there too.] I was raised in the country. They raised me as a hunter/fisher and that's all I thought was out there.
I did what I was told. [Sort of. Okay, when we're little we all do things that are parents think are horrible. I can't be the only one who almost killed my Mom and drew on the ceiling [with crayons and gum], right?] I wanted to be the best kid I could be, you know? Impress my parents and try to make them happy. You know what happens next? I got a life. Parents don't deserve to be happy if they're selfish assholes. Well my Mommy does. I've come to realize that she's not that horrible after all. She's just kind of a coward. I started to grow up [a little. I'm still not grown up yet. It's never happening either.] and realize that life isn't always about making people happy. Do yourself a favor and make yourself happy first. It's not selfish, it's the fucking truth. If you do what everybody wants you to do how is that being yourself? I was too blind to see that people can be stupid self absorbed fuckers. I slowly began thinking for myself. It took a while and I'm pretty sure a certain parent hates what I've become but I seriously don't care. If it says it hates me then let that dickhead think that of me. Nothing he does will ever make me do what I don't want to again.

What does punk music have to do with any of this? It has
everything to do with this. I found this band. You might have heard of them before? They're called Green Day and they're from The East Bay Area, California. Formed originally under the name of Sweet Children in 1987. Years before I even know who they were I heard this song called Good Riddance (Time Of Your Life). [It's attached below] The song originally appeared on their 1997 album Nimrod. In this 2 minute and 34 second long song it says so much. It has importance to me because it's like saying, "Fuck you, I'm not a little fucking kid anymore. Get a life of your own and stop trying to control me. I hope you had fun being an asshole when I was too young to understand." Okay, that's what it means now. Back then I had no idea. In 2004 I heard of this new album coming out called American Idiot. Dude, I was a TEENAGER. What's cooler than an album like that? Teenagers are so easily amused. I got this album and I was in love from the start. I did my research and found out they had so much more music. So I downloaded some of it like a good little illegal downloader. Shut up, I went and bought the albums! I did more research using Green Day's influences. I found even more music. What was this genre? Straight. up. punk. fucking. rock. I loved this new found music. It was so brutally honest and to the point. I did more research. I found other bands on this record label of Reprise. There I found The Used. I also found this TV channel called Fuse. I found so much music. Bands like My Chemical Romance [I'm including them for a reason] who I researched and found their influences. This led me more punk bands like The Misfits and older bands that I would have never known existed because it wasn't included in the Classic Rock that I grew up on. Like Iron Maiden! I was so deprived of them for so long. It's that whole number of the Beast thing. Religious people suck for not letting their kids listen to that. Back on the subject of PUNK. There was so much music that I wasn't exposed to even though my elders knew it existed. From then on, my life became strictly music. In 4th grade I joined band but I mean it when I say my life was music from then on. Haha, confusing. I was never in the extra special band nerd groups or anything... Through my research since finding Green Day I've found all the classics like Sex Pistols, The Ramones, The Clash, The Damned, The Adicts, NOFX, Dead Kennedys, Aus Rotten, Caustic Christ, Behind Enemy Lines, The Casualties, The Business, Rancid, Operation Ivy, Anti-Flag, etc. Even some newer [and I don't mean that new..] bands like Rise Against. I classify them as punk even though some people don't. Since discovering that one band I've learned about every single subgenre of punk even the ones I don't like. [Cow Punk, ick]

That's what punk has to do with my life story.

Oh shit, that's long! Back to my 4th wave. The music has gotten so shitty and boring again. Bands with no talent at all are getting famous and for what? It sells. It's all about money it seems. Bring back the DIY bands! Sure I love some mainstream because what if ALL good punk bands stayed in the underground? The world wouldn't get anywhere.

Rock music was supposed to be rough and rebellious. It got so tame that they started to play faster rock music that was straight to the point. Look at today's top rock hits. You have S.E.X. by Nickelback [I'd know because my sister is in love with them]. You have Bad Girlfriend by Theory Of A Deadman. You have Too Drunk by Buckcherry. The common theme in these hits? Sex. It sells you know. What else do we have? This whole "Shake It" thing. Metro Station and The Medic Droid have songs with this in. We all know that Metro Station have no talent and only got famous because of who Trace's daddy is. And his sister Miley? How do you think she got famous? Famous by association. That isn't fair to the bands who work for it.

Look at Panic At The Disco. Their songs are catchy and everyone wants to know what the fuck was going through Ryan Ross' mind when he wrote those songs. They never played a show before they got signed. Not saying they didn't work but they got lucky. Most bands work forever and never get somewhere.

Back to Green Day. People complain about them selling out and signing to Reprise in '93. They say they're pansys that didn't work for it. Are you aware that they were a band since '87? No? Then shut the fuck up. They worked for it. Maybe it was a little luck too since they're from California where music dreams come true. -Snort- Just because they signed to a major label doesn't make them any less punk. They released 1039 Smoothed Out Slappy Hours and Kerplunk! on Lookout! Records. An indie label. They played shows at indie underground clubs to get a fan base just like all these other punk bands. They just were THAT good to get offered a contract. If they would have stayed in the underground how many people these days would actually give them the time of day? I don't know them but I can honestly say they're not in it for the money. If they were they wouldn't spend their money to record these songs that all the profit goes to charity. Seriously. Shut the fuck up and open your eyes.

This shit is all over the place but my last point is that punk music is educational. Since it's so brutally honest and straight to the point and everything. It isn't bullshit. Subtract all the shitty love songs for a second. There are songs about the world. The truth. What NEEDS to be heard. Going against the masses.

You know, you can learn a lot about veganism from this music. The straight to the point part? Some of those songs are very descriptive.

You don't want to hear it but you're going to anyway. Get over yourself and stop being ignorant. Hunting? It isn't needed anymore. That meat on your plate? It was a living this that suffered a long and painful death just so you can eat it. "But I didn't kill it myself." So? You're still a murderer for supporting it. "It was going to die anyway." That's true BUT IN 20 YEARS. "If I stop eating it it's still going to die. I can't make a difference." By being a vegan you're saving over 100 animals a year. A vegetarian is a little less but still. YOU'RE MAKING A DIFFERENCE. If you support the ALF you're saving more than just "farm" animals.

Again, get over yourself and open your eyes.

This has now turned into another veganism rant.

If not you, who? If not now, when? Don't make me break out the bloody videos again. I will. "If you don't look I'll force you to." [Thank you Goldfinger] If I even have to treat you like how that meat on your plate was treated I will.

I think I'm done now.

Feed The Children (Book Of Lies)- Leftover Crack.

I swear I'm not on drugs. Except caffeine but it's wearing off.

Fuck.


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Sick Hearts.

So I just read this article on mibba.com [the best site on the 'net!] about how Christmas is the most irritating time of the year for the author. I commented them saying if it annoys them that much to irritate them back. That's the best advice I could ever give them.

I'm not the most Christmasy person ever but it's not all that bad. While I am sick of everybody saying that it's all about Jesus and getting called a Scrooge I've learned that no matter what you do Christmas is always going to be there. I agree with the article author when they said that it's the most commercialized holiday, ever. To me though, Christmas is about giving. Not family time or stupid traditions. Just giving.

The presents and the cookies are definitely a plus. Who said that? :]

Blah, blah, blah. Irritating the overly happy people with too much Christmas spirit is pretty much the highlight of my December. The way that I annoy people the most is through music.

We've all heard the happy go lucky Jesus-Virgin Mary-Too many songs about bells Christmas music, right? Well it's fun to "punk up" some of those annoying songs to make them less annoying to you but more annoying to a lot of other people.

So I made this new Christmas CD since I lost the one I made last year. Some of the songs aren't really Christmas songs but they kind of play a part in it? Haha!:
[Song/Artist]
1. Punk Rock Christmas- The Ravers
2. Alone This Holiday- The Used
3. Noel- Green Day
4. Forget December- Something Corporate
5. Happy Holidays You Bastard- Blink 182 [I think I'm going to be murdered if I play this one again]
6. Christmassacre- From First To Last
7. Yule Shoot Your Eye Out- Fall Out Boy
8. x12 Days Of XXXmasx- From First To Last
9. Christmas Night Of Zombies- MxPx [No holiday is complete without ZOMBIES!]
10. All I Want For Christmas Is You- My Chemical Romance
11. Happy Christmas (Was Is Over)- Street Drum Corps feat. Bert McCracken
12. Merry Christmas- The Ramones
13. Homo Christmas- Pansy Division [This one is also going to get me murdered. What's so bad about getting horny gay boys for Christmas?]
14. Fuck Christmas- Fear
15. Silent Night- The Dickies [It isn't so silent anymore... :D]
16. Christmas In Hollywood- Hollywood Undead
17. Ex-Miss- New Found Glory
18. Santa Clause Is Coming To Town- Green Day
19. This Time Of Year- The Mighty Mighty Bosstones
20. A Winter's Tale- AFI
21. My Christmas List- Simple Plan
22. Rockin' Around The Christmas Tree- Green Day
23. Christmas In Hell- Pennywise
24. Grandpa Got Runover By A Beer Truck- Da Yoopers
25. December Is For Cynics- The Matches

I have a lot more Xmas songs than that but just to give you an idea, haha.

Make Christmas how you want it to be. Put safety pins on your tree, don't decorate at all, eat your body weight in cookies and tofurkey!

If Christmas irritates you all I can say is give 'em Hell, kid!

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Woo, I'm not longer MIA. I didn't find myself a life but you know something? I don't need one. I hate Christmas, fer realzzz. I'll just listen to my Pittsburg punk music and.. Try not to spaz because I kind of had a lot of coffee.. And... Um... Coffee is sure to disagree with Darla sooner or later.

SO ANYWAY! My Pittsburg punk music:
Anti-Flag
Aus Rotten
Behind Enemy Lines
Caustic Christ

I just want to know why that part of Pennsylvania has an amazing punk scene and my area doesn't have even an ounce of one. Of course I had to be stuck smack dab in the middle of the two largest PA cities. Is Harrisburg the third largest? There's not really a scene there either... Of course I don't live in Harrisburg or even the same county as it is in. Meh, it's right inside Dauphin. Close enough. So maybe 40 minutes isn't close enough. That's with traffic. Ohemgee, trying to get into that city in the morning? Good luck. Be sure to stick your middle finger up at all the chicken trucks. :file:

I hate Pennsylvania and it's lack of punk scene around here. SCRANTON HAS A FUN MALL! Some advice? Never let a shitload of band kids free to roam a mall with escalators AND a glass elevator... Heh... :D

Poets Of The Fall- Sleep. LOVE IT OR ELSE!

This Is Brainwash,
Darla!


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Zine-'space- Intro Blog

Task number one: Write "I will not watch Twilight over and over again because I need an excuse to be lazy and not work on my zine." 100 times.

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Myspace zine- Intro Blog. [Add- http://www.myspace.com/backtoyesterdayzine]

Hello, hello! Welcome to the wonderful world of Back To Yesterday.

See, I've been wanting to kickstart this thing for a while but I never really had any ideas of what the fuck a zine was. Okay I had a little bit of an idea but I what I didn't know what to put in it. I've never read one and if I have I don't recall it for some reason. I started doing some research and basically, I still don't have any idea what I'm doing. Winging it is good, right? The worst that can happen is that people will totally hate it, form an angry mob dressed in all pink [my personal anti-christ in color form], and come try to brand me like a cow. Branding cows is totally wrong by the way.

Anyway, yours truly goes by the name of Darla or Spaz. I get a little bit crazy sometimes. I haven't done anything that would get me arrested or anything. Though I've had some ideas... Thinking of things that will get you arrested is a no no! I don't really keep on one subject for a long time but if I was saying something and get carried away on another topic I promise that 5 minutes later I will ask, "Was I saying something about [insert thing here]?" Happens all the time.

So yes, I am Darla! I reside in Pennsylvania and stuffs. I am obsessed with Mibba.com which is a writing site. If you chose to go to that site and do not like [a) homosexuality b) getting comment raped if you're a guy c) 12 year olds writing descriptive sex stories d) all of the above ] just remember that I warned you. Stalking people on Twitter is fun. You can stalk me if you want to. Especially if you're a hobo willing to become my pet! I'll feed you and read Alice's Adventures In Wonderland to you and teach you things and let you annoy my sister and... Fun things! You'd be the happiest hobo ever. Application: Make sure you're potty trained. Since I now have a fear of spray bottles I will not be able to train you myself.

Doooo dooo doooo, this is turning into a huge about me section!

About the zine! The name "Back To Yesterday" was made by accident. I frequently turn on my shuffle and make playlists of roughly 25 songs and one day when I really needed a name for this thing I went to a random playlist and alas! two of the songs created this title. Those songs happened to be... -drumrollllll- -LOUDER!- -Prolonged drumroll- -STOP!- Back To Mad by Texas Faggott and Yesterday's Feelings by The Used. Isn't that lovely? When I made my URL I then found out that backtoyesterday was already taken by a band who haven't signed on in forever so what the fuck, I made my differently.

I'm not so creative, haha. Stealing my title from songs. Texas Faggott are a fucked up techno band from Finland and The Used are that really superly amazingsextasticawesomekickass band from Utah. They are pretty much my second favorite band these days.

I forgot I was typing this. Weirddd... So anywhore, this is Back To Yesterday [the zine] coming staight at you from the underground of Pennsylvania. Well technically I'm not underground I'm really in my house at the shitty desktop computer typing this. I never really understood why it was called the underground. I get that things considered underground aren't really known and everything but we're not moles or something.

Tomorrow is Thursday November 27, 2008 aka Happy [that's a sarcastic happy] Steal the land from the Indians and murder all of the innocent turkeys day. Worst holiday ever. Fer realzz.

This blog is coming to an end. Comment and all that fancy shit. Give me suggestions. Get off your lazy ass and go save some turkeys ninja style... Or don't support the horrible factory farms and keep turkey off your plate.

Coconuts,
Darla.

Public Image.

My favorite song by Public Image Ltd. is Public Image. The first few lines alone say so much:

You never listen to a word that I say
You only see me for the clothes that I wear
Or did the interest go so much deeper?
It must have been to the color of my hair

Exactly. This is a picture of me:
Phone202

[It's a shitty picture, I know.]

If people aren't going to give you the chance to state your opinion just because of how you look I say wear your opinions on your clothes. In the picture of me, you see that I'm wearing a shirt that I wrote "Pretty Handsome Awkward" on. It's a song by The Used which I find uber amazing. Not just am I showing that I absolutely love The Used [and I'm going to marry that amazing Jepharee Michael Howard!] but I'm showing that the song obviously has meaning to me. [It's in the songs I attached along with "Slow Down" by The Academy Is... .] I'd say it's more of an angry type of song, haha. "Your shallow concept. Help yourself, I hope you choke and you die." COUGH. What I'm saying is, this song, "Public Image" pertains to today's world in the way that society is so fucking shallow. I'm being confusing now.

Oh oh! I have to explain my jacket. You can't see from that picture but there's really something on the back! It says "Modern Day Witch Hunt." Haha, it had to come from somewhere right? My name on here is Mdrndywtchhnt which takes out all of the vowels. Pete Wentz style. HE JACKS MY STYLE ALL THE TIME SO I FIGURED I'M ALOUD TO DO IT TO HIM TOO! That lip thing? Totally Elvis... And me. Plus, hanging yourself in the closet? Bitch, I hung myself on the wall when I was 10. Eek, that was also my tragic mini golf year. 6 lanes... Heh. Somehow, nobody hit that ball. Weirddd... Okay, so my jacket is the title of an Aus Rotten song. If you're um... A Christian... Don't listen to this song. I wouldn't want you to be offended. [Much] Most of you offend me so it's called getting even. Trust me, I know when you're lying. I've read the Bible unlike most of you. I've also seen the surveys of how many read The Bible and those results were pretty unsetting. If you haven't read it, stop quoting because you're most likely wrong.

I'm offensive. Deal with it.

I'll stop talking about my rainbow belt, my rainbow shoe laces, and my hair that's been every color of the rainbow. I also like unicorns. Shut up. >.>

I'm off the topic again. Shallow society. Yes, yes. We're all guilty though. Some are less shallow than others and then there are those who make a puddle look like an ocean. We already know this.

Just deal with the kickassness of all of this. I'm making up words now, yes. Heh heh.

I've lost my will to write at the moment. Or my attention span. Same thing.

PS:

Fuck you Twilight! Why aren't you online? I do NOT secretly love Twilight no matter what anybody suspects. Okay fine! But at least I'm not obsessing over Edward! Alice is so much cuter. :]]

I've also decided to add another song!

So we have:

Slow Down- The Academy Is...
Pretty Handsome Awkward- The Used
Slit Your Own Throat- The Used [I find this song very interesting. ^_^]


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